i am a NORAML 14 year old teenager? am i ? i miss my old friends from DC, i miss them soo much... i love my new friends from LA??? i do? they rock..but it doesnt feel the same..
my life?? ... itz crazy... im tired of trying, tired of crying... u see me smile everyday.. thats just fake...
competitions, recitals, friends, family, schoolwork,, and DRAMA!!!!
but i love you all, i love my friends, family and MUSIC :)
weird things always happen to me… :/ i finally get a break from it all… and now i feel lik this is stuck on to me again… itz sooo easy to be a little kid.. go to school, have fun.. and go home(: but.. as we grow up.. things change.. u start havin grades.. pressure from parents.. from peers and from everyone.. gossips… and drama…
i don know if i should laugh out loud or be sad… but i feel lik … the same thing is happening to me all over again!!! …
happened a lot yesterday :( no need to say what exactly happened , but i feel much better after i let everything out.. i guess i can finially talk to him now.. and not be “akward” :) and thanks too all the ppl who helped me.. including gloria..(u might hav no clue what u helped me.. but yea. thankx anyways ), CATHERINE!!! thanks catherine!!! and yea.. thanks :) <3
good day… i know a lot of news from pplz… actually i forced them to tell mah… itz funny…
you see that??? yesh, im jealous of you for the first time…. he liks you… and ….well, im jealous… :(
Nothing is the same anymore. Even if I want it to be the same, it’ll never be the same. Right now, I want that bad. For everything to be the same. Eighth grade. Rachel, Joy in the same table as I am. But it’s still fun having them around. I mean, we see each other everyday, I come to their tables, it’s fun. But seriously, the newcomers have taken the driver’s seat and have been driving for us now. We’ve lost total control. And I swear to God, I want it to stop. Donna, sheesh, seriously? What’d Joy and I do this time?
Guess Mr. Rose was right, you’ll find new friends in highschool. Eventhough we promised highschool wouldn’t change a thing between us.
I’m still happy seeing you that way Rachel and Joy(: Donna, I have no idea how to please you, and I don’t think I still want to. BJ, you’re amazing. Ivana, Tiffany, you too.
As for the newcomers, you guys are fantastic. Jessica, you’re an amazing girl. Shannon, great girl. Mariah, Ashley, amazing as well. Katie, you’re great.
But I would change everything back to the way it was in a heartbeat.
<3 youhh(:
i seriously think that too!!! i miss 8th grade.. the way it waz.. i want it the way it waz!!!! sigh.. n about donna… i seriously don know whats wrong wit her… everytime i see her.. she looks mad!!!! don know why!?!?! well, i see u everyday.. in orchestra… lets just wish… wish and hope one day everything can go bak to noraml!!!!
miss the old days… really do!!!!!! dont wanna grow up :( wahhhh!!
catherine asked me a questions today… “are you still friends with (name cannot be mentioned)” . well, the answer is yesh!!! of course i am… but i guess not anymore.. we use to be like best friends… i told her everything… she did too… i cant recall the day that we stoped talking… i guess itz okay… everyone changees .. dont they?
oh wow… the more i see you… the more i think i have a crush on u …. :( this morning in math… u were sooo brave … today in orchestra… u were soo good… today in bio… u were the only one who new and understood… ur smart, nice, kind hearted :)
and ive asked myself, why do i lik “hard”… and the answer now is “i don!!!!”
get a bf elina!!!! seriously!!!! go get one!!!! jimmy maybe… get him back.. talk to him… ur pretty, itz easy to get a bf!!!
her: do you know what jimmys number is?
me: yepp
me: why?
her: i need to talk to him
me: u like him
me: ooooo
her: ok
